It's been 10 days since I've posted on here.

Thinking about it makes me feel a little under-accomplished.
Just a little.

I haven't really had any interest in coming on the computer for a while. A lot has been going on lately. I've learned that I really can't trust the people I thought I could. Although... I did learn that a LONG time ago. I guess it just so happens that I learned it AGAIN with someone new. MLIA.

It's weird.

My dad was recently talking to me about how I should choose my friends, and not let them choose me. At first, I didn't quite know what he meant, and then later on, I was really offended. It wasn't the first time he's said it to me, so I knew I must be doing something wrong.

It wasn't until the next day that I realized he was right.

Have you ever had someone say that they loved you? Only, you didn't love them back. But you told them that you loved them just to avoid conflict? I hate doing that. I makes me feel all icky inside. It makes me feel like I'm being forced to LIE. I don't like lying.

But it was this exact situation that made me realize my dad was right.
I can't please everyone, and I can't always try to.

I guess it's just another one of those life lessons.
Hope to come out on top!



MOOD: Tired and exhausted.