"Do not love the world, or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him." - 1 John 2:15

Sometimes, I find this so hard to follow...

I know this world is not my home. I know I belong with God. So many things happen here. Happiness, sadness, success, love...

It all seems like so much.

He is the Light.
Naturally, our human flesh wants the dark. And not the light. Maybe that's why obeying is so hard. Loving someone, learning to trust them when your heart has no buisness doing so in the first place, is definately a dangerous thing.

It frustrates me.
I struggle with this all the time. I want to learn already. I want to learn how to balance everything. I want to get it right. The next time I try, and I hope I will succeed then, but I don't. I fail and try another method.

It's frustrating because it's exhausting me. Trying to find the best way to succeed, trying to understand what I need to do, trying to understand what God wants me to do.

I know... I need patience, and I need to talk to God. I need my Father. A lot.

Here, I am again. It's been a while since I've posted here on BLOGGER. Ever since my one of my friends introduced my to a similar blog site, I kind of wondered off to there, and then eventually stopped blogging for a while. Now, I'm back, and I plan on doing something a little different. Maybe something that will actually attract viewers. I don't think there are many that actually come to my blog to read about my life. >.< I'll think of something. Oh, and MERRY CHRISTMAS everybody! :D