It hurts me.

To know there is something that I want SO BADLY, but to be so unsure of what will really happen. I wonder if things will all work out, but I know I could never let go. Or at least... that's how it feels. Its been this way for some time now.

I just wish I could be sure.
To know that something so sweet will always be there.

But something tells me that it won't, and I can't.
But I still can dream that it will.

♥