I have come to a realization.
I daydream way too much.

Because of how much I daydream, I have decided to do some googling and research of my own. One response said something along the lines of how daydreaming makes some feel more comfortable than real life.

And I thought about it. And for me, that's partially true. I don't know. Like... I have been daydreaming alot. Is it because I'm just not satisfied with life right now? I want something more in life. Something better... better than real life. Well... at least for now. I'm not saying I'm not happy with my life! I'm just saying that I want something different! I want to do something where my dreams are actually coming true. I want to make progress!

I'm tired of sitting around the house all the time. I want to get out there. But it seems like all the doors that I have to get out and go have all been shut and locked away. And the keys are burried within some deep dark rock that will probably take years to recover from. I'm just not happy with that type of life. I want to get out there. I have dreams, and I want them to be fullfilled! I want to start living. I'm tired of the same routine. Wake up. Brush teeth. Get dressed. Go to school. Come home. Do homework. Use computer. Eat dinner. Go to bed. It seems like that EVERY SINGLE DAY! And if it's not that, I'm using the computer.

I just want a change! But I feel trapped, with no place to run... and no place to go.

Sometimes I wish daydreams would just come true...
But... just to say they won't would be stupid in my eyes.
My daydreams are attainable, they just seem so far away.

That's why I'm making a "dreambook" to always remind me to keep pressing on.
To remind me of the things that I so eagerly want to come true.

-The Dreamer