Hey there!
I'm so glad its Friday!
Finally! Time to relax, and actually get my rest.
Today was pretty good. Except for one thing...
Have you ever felt that you were being used by one of your supposed "best friends"?
Well yeah. That's how I feel right now. One of my friends from school... Idk, it seems that they don't really care about our friendship as much as they care about using me. It seems that in whatever project we do, it's always, "Oh! Come on! Do you have any ideas? What are they! What's your idea! Come on! Come on! We only have 1 more day!" or "Here's what I have for OUR group."
1) If we ARE in a group, I'm just letting you know now that I am NOT the only one that will be coming up with the ideas.
2) If it's my idea, I think I should be able to tell/direct the group in whatever project we will be doing. My idea. My vision for the project. End of story. I don't need one person constantly disagreeing with every word/idea that I give, only to take the same idea and twist it into something completely different. If you really like your ideas, just please take charge and start another group of your own. I know you may want to be with me, but it's not going to work if you keep wanting to mold my ideas into something I wasn't intending. Of course, I'm open to suggestion! But I don't like having my ideas changed and having credit "given" to you for coming up with it. It's just... annoying at times. And it feels like you are truely using me for that purpose alone.
3) OUR group? Not to be mean, but what automatically makes you assume we are in a group together? The last time I checked, I make my own decisions, not someone else. I think I can decided what group I would like to be in. It's not that I don't enjoy spending time with this person. It's just that sometimes friends work better apart, and unfortunately, that's how I feel in this case. I feel we would work a lot better apart. That's just the way I feel.
Ok. I believe that's about it.
This is just how I feel about things at the moment. Not that this person would see it. =/ But I just thought I should post this. This one issue makes me feel like we are growing apart. I honestly don't even feel like "best" friends anymore. More of just, friends... if we could call it that.
*frustration*