I haven't posted in a while.
I can explain.

You see. Every time I would go to post, I would write one or two sentences, and then get distracted. So I told myself that this would NOT be another one of the entries.

So, things have been quite interesting for me lately.
I am currently on Spring Break and enjoying it tremendously.

Have you ever had that feeling that you feel like your going backwards in time?
Idk. It's weird. A lot of things that I thought were over and down with, keep coming back into my life. It makes me feel like I'm going back in time. 0_o

Yesterday was St. Patrick's Day. Not only this, but it was also my dad's birthday. :)
I feel bad for not posting and saying it then, so I will say it now. HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DAD!:D

Well, I still have lots of I need to say, but I will be posting that later.
TTFN. <3



MOOD: Quite annoyed that I still have to write a research paper, memorize a poem, and finish my dream house floor plan. DARN YOU, PROCRASTINATION!!!

It's been 10 days since I've posted on here.

Thinking about it makes me feel a little under-accomplished.
Just a little.

I haven't really had any interest in coming on the computer for a while. A lot has been going on lately. I've learned that I really can't trust the people I thought I could. Although... I did learn that a LONG time ago. I guess it just so happens that I learned it AGAIN with someone new. MLIA.

It's weird.

My dad was recently talking to me about how I should choose my friends, and not let them choose me. At first, I didn't quite know what he meant, and then later on, I was really offended. It wasn't the first time he's said it to me, so I knew I must be doing something wrong.

It wasn't until the next day that I realized he was right.

Have you ever had someone say that they loved you? Only, you didn't love them back. But you told them that you loved them just to avoid conflict? I hate doing that. I makes me feel all icky inside. It makes me feel like I'm being forced to LIE. I don't like lying.

But it was this exact situation that made me realize my dad was right.
I can't please everyone, and I can't always try to.

I guess it's just another one of those life lessons.
Hope to come out on top!



MOOD: Tired and exhausted.

In these past few weeks, I've found myself emotionally exhausted.

So many things have been going on in my life. So much, that I'm having trouble figuring out what really matters to me.

I've been having to deal with some stuff lately. Let's just say, I started to like a flirtatious guy. We all know that never has a happy ending. It's been bothering me so much, that I can't seem to focus on anything else.

I just need to go away and break free.

Speaking of breaking free, I find it pretty awesome how Sarah Bareilles' song GRAVITY was playing right as I was writing this. I love that song. It's amazing how much it pertains to what I'm going through right now. Why don't you take a listen? :]





MOOD: I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity...

PROM.

This is the one word that most every high schooler looks forward to. The limo rides, the dinners, that one special dance.

Personally, for me, I never thought any of these could possibly be an option.

Before this year, I had never been to a dance; the few people that asked me were either creepy, or would have gotten the wrong message if I did say "Yes". So I didn't.

But this year is different.
This year I was asked by one of my best friends. We'll just call him, Bob.

It was a shock to me, whenever he did ask. I never did think that anyone would be interested in asking me. But it happened, and I'm happy.

Speaking of "it happening", let's rewind to this morning; shall we?
So I'm at school, and here he comes walking right towards. He smiles before gently taking my hand, getting down on one knee. I begin to smile as he says one simple word. "Prom?"

I couldn't help but laugh in acceptance. Yes! Of course! Why wouldn't I go with you?! I mean... really, I just said "Yes!" but the other version works too.

"Everyone! I offically have a date to prom!" he says. Of course, me being the dorky person that I am tried to hide my face as everyone cheered. It felt like their stares were burning against my face.

Anywho, that's the story of how I got a date to prom. :]
Some people say it was like a fairytale. I would have to agree.



MOOD: Ecstatic! I may finally get to go dress shopping!

I'm not really the biggest fan of snow...
That is, unless it's the reason for me getting out of school.

In that case, I love it. :D

It just so happens that it is snowing/sleeting over here. I got to leave school early, and then got some Chinese for lunch. That just makes the day even better!

There's nothing really to report at the moment.

OH! Except that I have had constant sneezing. It's really getting annoying, and also very painful. :(

OH and ALSO! Remember the whole texting issue that I had from the last post? Well, I was talking to this same person again. It's kind of weird. With every conversation we have, it's always me who is texting them first. =/ It makes me feel weird, like I'm absolutely DESPERATE or LONGING to talk to them. Whenever we talk in person, it's never like... super awkward. We can socialize, it's just... Idk... different in other cases... if that makes sense. 0_o

Anywho, I think I'm gonna go check my messages, and then read my Bible and maybe another amazing book from the library!

Adios. :]


MOOD: Rather bored, and hoping to read another good book.